So its just been one of those weekends with arguments and smiles hidden behind tears and I wondered why I am still with her the one who just cant see.
The Answer for once for in my life is just so very simple behind that anger, rage and tears I see the women I fell in love with and it hurts to see her in pain.
I just want to save her
But I know that sometimes to save someone you must walk away.
But I cant I wish I could sometimes.
It would take the pain away.
This pain that makes me write in this uncomfortable style
But I dont want too lose her because I love her and when I had nothing left she was there guiding me through life lighting it all up and making me see sense, but now I am questioning all that with my tears.
This gets me wondering what does the future hold in its infante plan for us all.
I wish I could see it just a sweet glimpse of me and her together.
She sees that I love her and can just cuddle her and she is calm and not this raging whirlwind that will destroy us both.
Maybe I should calm down and not worry and maybe just maybe get on with some work.
I thought about my life as a collective whole today and just thought you not I guess that I should pick myself up and just keep on truckin and not worry about all.
Ive faced worse (Alone)
This feels dark like living in a Dark Dark Town In a Dark Dark (Ten points if you get the refrence)
I just wish someone could meet me at my window again and take me away from this painful realitly for just a few hours or someone could jsut listen and see me for me
and not be scared or unhappy
Thats what I want again
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