Gotcha Didnt I?
This part of my Blog goes out too Miss.Pond a friend who knows who she is and I am just saying thank you for listening again at 12:00 at night to my rant and seeing that Im just that bit more complex. I suppose that things are going good though I am scared and what happened today on the family front was just a bit not good really. I feel incredibly scared and dark at the moment and the annoying thing is I dont know why. Miss.Pond thank you for being you and dont worry about saving me you already have more then most people I know (Superfriends you have too dont worry) I just I dunno really feel cold and lonely at the minute which is odd because my beloved is being nice to me and we are getting on and
I am making her laugh which means a lot too me and thats fine I dont mind being the jester in fact a lot of the time its all ive got really but Im just worried that Ill screw it all up or something will happen and I hate fear almost as much as I hate self harm. I hate the dark and wish I could stay out of the shadows again.
Anyway Pond thank you for the talk tonight it was nice to be contact with a nice friend again.
On With The Show
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