But you have friends
(A Silence)
You have a lot of friends
(A Silence)
What do you offer your friends that makes them so supportive
(More Silence)
Thats a question that Ive spent well most of my life asking and trying to answer.
I do have friends and a girlfriend who are supportive
What do I offer them that makes them that
As I fall and wonder will I rise?
I feel scared
I do not wish to try anything as I am scared of failing
I feel pathetic as I type my crap across a screen
I know I love
I feel Numb and that life is too full of paradoxes
I wish to cease
I want to wake up alive tomorrow
I wish to sleep.
Friends make the pain go away and now I am scared I am alone but with love
I am not alone in that sense but I am alone right now.
I wish I could have a normal bad day
Without it taking over and destroying me
eating at me as I just want to fall
so fast
into a bright light
please wake up
in a saner state of mind
tomorrow
Well you offer me insanity, does that make you feel better? Plus you see me tomorrow anyway! Lucky you!
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